Nothing to say

I analysed what I wrote
Ididn't express what I meant
Why is it so hard to choose the words
And why do I always fail at my first attempt

I tried to concentrate
But my thoughts just slip away
I'm revolving aroung a fixed concept
But actually I feel like I have nothing to say

Help me to find myself
Help me to go further then I can
Help me to open up
Help me find my passion once again

Alleviate this pression, I can't take it anymore
And help me find what I was searching for

I reread every verse
And there is nothing that affects me
The hollowness is echoing
Is there something that distracts me?

I sigh and there is silence
My mind calms down for a while
But then I start again to grab a thought
And it feels like my first trial

Help me to find myself
Help me to go further then I can
Help me to open up
Help me find my passion once again

Alleviate this pression, I can't take it anymore
I really don't know what I am writing for